because I can, and will.
May 18, 2011 | 1:57 AM
曲：害怕 - 林俊傑
I don't usually rate the songs on my playlist, but I remember Candy asking me once when she was going through my itunes library why this was the only song that I rated in the whole list. To tell you the truth I couldn't for the life of me remember why, but I think it was the goosebumps I felt when listening to it in earnest the first time. The lyrics, and JJ Lin's voice. Chinese songs to me are good sometimes, because the lyrics have the amazing power of just eating into you.
我突然覺得有點怕 愛跟生活的一切
你以為我知道怎麼拆開 我們的想法和落差
我的愛 是說停不能停 已經濃的不能說是曾經
也可說成我是錯的 愛未曾變成真的 也沒談到多少你需要的愛
我不再 去執著我是誰 或是我在夜裡掉的眼淚
也可說我看不開的 為你我能做的 竟還沒讓你相信是愛情 左右你我
I want to believe; that I'm not wasting my time on you, but it's hard sometimes.
I need to shower this emoness away.
And my eyes are closing. Long day tmr, school, pick Andre up at Seatac, baseball at night. I cannot believe I'm going home soon.
We met amazing people at Malaysian Night that day. Chef David owns a well-known Italian restaurant in Seattle, and every month he holds a dinner night where he serves Malaysian food. He reminded so much of Chef Calvin and Chef Christopher, Dave, and all those great chefs mixed tgt I felt totally at home with him. Ai Lin reminded me so much of my
siyi I couldn't help grin whenever she started talking to me, no matter what she was talking about. It was so great to meet homely, down-to-earth Singaporeans in Seattle. Too bad we only got to know them just as we're getting ready to leave. But I had durian panna cotta that night. It was awesome, and I am at peace.
velda.
